"Judge me by what you read. My writings explain myself in ways that I can't really explain. I love life. I believe in looking for the good in the bad."

Sunday, May 9, 2010


LADIES: If your looking for a good moisturizer to apply before doing your make-up, before you go to bed, or just to wear as a beauty cream... THIS IS IT! Philosophy's Hope In a Jar is one of my favorite moisturizers. It Helps moisturizes skin, while it exfoliates to help promote healthy skin. I find that applying a thin coat of this before applying your make-up leaves your face feeling refresh and gives you a certain glow through out the day. Guess the title is a good marketing advertisement. Who wouldn't buy something called Hope In A Jar??? *giggles* 
[[[Philosophy's Hope In A Jar : $38.00; Sephora]]]

I Don't See You!!

It's never good to turn a blind eye to things. Never Do That!!! What you turn a blind eye too can end up leaving you permanently blind! But one thing you can turn a blind eye too are the people who don't matter. Never focus on NEGATIVITY... focus on POSITIVITY. Focusing on things will bring them too you. So why focus on people who don't matter??? Mannnnn... turn that blind on on them people and keep it moving. Thats what i'm starting to do. I always thought some people need a second chance to redeem themselves... but if you have to redeem yourself then... that means something NEGATIVE must have happened for them trying to make it POSITIVE again.. and if you brought some type of NEGATIVITY in my life at one point... i don't think i will want to risk it coming back in my life again! No Sir! I Don't Think So! At some point in life... you just gotta let things go!!!! Let all the bad go!!!!!! *screams* #VENTOVER :)

Saturday, May 8, 2010

My Everyday Style..

I've been getting a lot of complements on my style of clothes and make-up blah blah. So i decided to post a blog on my everyday style and how "I" like to dress. Normally I always try to go for the ALL BLACK EVERYTHING... thats just me... i do like other colors but lately once you go black you never go back... hahaha... *pause* (black, pink, and red are my favorite colors). If you want to go for a look similar to mines heres how you go about it:

This is a everyday style for me.. Hair down, pink lip gloss, fresh makeup, false lashes, and i'm out the door :) [[ Graphic Tee: Merto Park $36.00; Black Leggings: Metro Park $29.00; Steve Madden Black Cuff Sandals: $49.00; Black Matte Framed Sunglasses: Metro Park $14.99; Marc by Marc Jacbos Purse: $268.99]] I Live, Breath, & Pray by MetroPark.. if you know me well you should already  know *wink*. 

Young Forever

So I woke up today and the first song i heard was "Jay-z - Young Forever" (think i'll add that to my playlist  later lol) and like a light switch I suddenly had a new outlook on a lot of things. Past couple of days i have been down and out on certain situations that have been going on in my life *pulls out violin*. But waking up today I realized that although my certain current situation may not be the BEST situation ever. There are many other people out there who are less fortunate. Every time we feel down and out i think its best to count our blessing in life. Just because SOME things in our life are going sour doesn't mean everything is. Im a young women (22 years old thank you very much). Still have some growing up to do, who chooses to grown with me is a mystery. Sometimes us as humans tend to focus on ONE certain thing at a time to the point where we neglect the other things around us. Today i took a step back to look at things in a different perspective, i look at the people in my life who have been there for me since day one, i look at the people who care enough to come back in my life to make things work again, and realize i am still young and have a whole life ahead of me. We all have a choice when it comes to our own emotions. Be happy as much as you can and cherish life. We can't always be Young Forever... So don't spend your youth being down, and stressing about unnecessary stuff... or PEOPLE might i add!!!!... LIVE IT UP BITCHES!!! 

Friday, May 7, 2010

Thought I Found The One...

Why is it so hard to get over someone? I never had this problem before... NEVER. Well maybe once.. but i never thought i would be here back in this predicament AGAIN. Its crazy because i never thought a day like this would come... and I would be stressing over the person i'm stressing about... being i'm always so guarded with my heart and etc. You can try to do things differently "relationship wise" but when it comes down to it.. at the end of the day.. everyone is going to do as they please in the end. A relationship will never work if both people or not fully committed to it. If one is willing to work things out and the other is not... its not going to work. I have always been a big believer in "Things Always Happen For A Reason".  So i guess i'll take it and run with it right? I'm still pretty confused on how things ended up this way... Thought ... I really thought i found "THE ONE".. guess i gotta keep thinking.... #VENTOVER. Lets see how long it takes to get over this one... *long sigh* (>_<)

Friday, April 30, 2010

Im Back Like TI :)

Sooooooooooo. I have been missing from the blog scene for a while now. Can't even remember when i posted my last blog.... SAD i know. But I guess you can say i think its time to vent again. Isn't that the main purpose people write blogs anyway??? I have a topic but i think i'll posted that after this one... Being this is like my little welcome back post i want to keep it in that category :) Sooooo be expecting more blogs once again..... RECOGNIZE IM BACK STRIKE A MATCH *T.I Voice* Ha! :)

Monday, January 18, 2010

See Them For Who They ARE. Not For Who You Want Them To BE.

Before reading any further.. i must warn you that i am VENTING on this blog. The reason i titled this blog "See Them For Who They Are. Not For Who You Want Them To Be" is because i noticed today that in life we make certain excuse's for certain people who don't deserve an excuse. There is a saying "Fool me once shame on you. Fool me twice shame on me." I really never understood this saying fully. I felt if someone keeps FOOLING you then it should always be shame on them... never on you....SHAME ON THEM FOR FOOLING YOU!!!  But in all reality [now that i GET the quote] it should be shame on you the 2nd time around... because you let the FOOLERY continue on your behalf.  When you are involved with someone wither it is friendship, romantically involved, or involved... the 1st thing you should do is see the person for who they ARE at that moment. Don't make up an excuse for why the person is they way they are, or why they are in the situation they are in. Everything happens for a reason, and i can't STRESS that enough in each blog. Wither is happens for good or for bad it happens for a reason. I'm honestly done with the FUCKERY, FOOLISHNESS, & LIES. NO ONE i repeat NO ONE is worth making excuse's for. If they were worth something NO excuse's would be needed. Treat others how you would want to be treated and respect other people how you would want to be respected. Simple. I have out grown the drama stage in my life a long time ago. My best advice i can give someone in a situation where they see they are not getting treated with the respect they are supposed to be give.. is to walk away. Why Stay? Why stay with someone who does not treat you they way you treat them? Enough is enough. I have never been the type to start drama.. but i can never escape it. I'm pretty sure a lot of you may feel the same way. I always let my kindness get the best of me... but one thing i will not take [and i hope none of you will take] is to let someone continue to try me in my face.. there is a time and place for everything.. and the way you handle things shows what type of person you are. You can go out swinging or quietly fall back. It all depends on the situation at hand and who is at stake. A lot of people [male and female] make the mistake to always let someone do the same stupid actions over and over... people let it become a pattern... a everyday routine. And instead of putting themselves first... they make up that EXCUSE [i'm starting to hate that word] on why they should still be with so & so.. and how "oh he[or she] will never do it again"... BULLSHIT!!! The next time i see someone for who they are QUALITIES, LOYALTY, & HONESTY will take effect ASAP. I got no more time nor patience for MICKEY MOUSE GAMES. Jealously does not play any part in this situation and it never should. THERE IS NO ONE TO EVER BE JEALOUS OF. [trust me on the one!] The principal of the matter is... If i ain't trying you... don't try me! Straight up! Karma is a BITCH. So if i were you i would best try to avoid going that route. 

Vent Over.  Now putting my focus on something more important like... STUDYING.. BLAH!!! O_o